TormentedI feel like I'm sickI'm so sick of this feelingIt's too much to bearAnd my mind is still reelingIt's the hole that you makeYour not thereWhen I need youIt's the risks that we takeYou don't careBut I need youI'm falling awayI'm breaking in painNo words left to sayBut I'm crying your nameIt's the feelings you leftEngravedOnto my heartIt's the way that you leftMeStill falling apartI'm shattered, I'm brokenMy heart is torn openThere's no blood left to bleedThere's nothing left in meIt's got to just beA nightmareA dreamCause I refuse to believeThat this has happened to me
2. LoveLove.Love was a thing I wasn't used to and a thing I never had.Love was an unknown orbit of thought that only other people experienced.Love was a desire that most humans achievedI wasn't among them.And just as I thought I had it. Finally! I had gained the insight on love!It was ripped away from me, on a piece of paper in a storm.Naked and alone, the rain pouring down making it unbearably painful, hair hung limp over my face, blocking my vision.I had glimpsed love for half of a millisecond.Now it was gone.The feelings I had, washed away, leaving me clean and soulless.It had started with sweet words, a smile or two, a wink.It opened up portals I had never seen before.It showed me life.I had never thought love was so important to me until I sacrificed it.I sacrificed myself.There I stood.In the waters of misery.Hidden tears.Broken wishes.I loved for a millisecond, it lasted forever and never.
Breaking the GlassShe's trapped by a pane of glassOne so thin, it's almost not thereShe's trapped by her own weak armsRefusing to break through one thing sheetIt's her want to escape that makes her trappedAnd her determination to leave that makes her stayNot that she wants to die-no, she wants to liveA life full of freedom is her only desireAnd it's this life full of freedom that she wants so muchThat causes her to stay seated by the glass windowBut as she tries each and every dayTo break the window of her glass sorrowsShe's slowly getting stronger wish each passing chanceBecause she's not willing to give up her life just yetShe wants her freedom, her chance at lifeAnd now she's ready to break the glass
Am I Alright?All the hurt I try so hard to hideIs so much more than what's insideI'm feeling less and less aliveIt may be too late to decideIf I'm alright...All the pain I try to push awayKeeps coming back in stronger wavesI'm feeling more and more deprivedIt may be too late to decideIf I(Should get on my knees)And try(Just try to believe)That, I'm, alrightAll the anger that I just ignoreIs building up into a stormI feel like I have tried my bestI'm done trying to decide thisAm I alright..?This world is coming to an endIt's too damn easy to pretendThis never happened in my lifeIt's not your fault I weild this knifeSo I(Get on my knees)And try(Just try to believe)That, I'm, alright
For youI'm lost in time,I've told myself, all is fine,I walk the path I chose,You walk yours,Her black hair brushes the wind,Silk.I say hello, but only in my mind,After all, she's doing just fineWithout me, I forgot to mention,My lungs are screaming.Give me Attention.I want your attention.A stare, as cold as today's winter day,Maybe perhaps, she too, wants me to stay.The halls echo, the sound of footsteps.Then she passes, emotions gone.This is for you, and those days,When angels watched us play,Say good bye, and set fire,Memories, they last forever.
FallenI am falling.Falling so fast,Falling so hard.Falling from everything I know.Everything I am.The wind flowing through my wings,Tearing me apart,Piece by piece.When the earth and I collide,My immortality will be gone.Just a mere mortal.Just a mere human.My wings are almost gone,I am almost a man.A being with flesh and bone.My heart is broken,Broken beyond repair.I feel it bleeding.I have shamed my goddess,Jealousy was my downfall.She opened me into her heart,And now she shuns me.So I am falling.Falling to my death,And my new life...